sigh

it's tough being here. no friends to call your own, no life, uni sucks. i'm one who doesn't believe in regrets but now, if it's one thing that i'm starting to regret is coming to Australia. what was i thinking when i decided to come over? i try not to let the loneliness get to me. i really really tried. but whatever i'm doing so far isn't working. i hate this feeling! i really do. but when you've got nobody...... sigh... i really really want to go home. more than anything in the world. i just want to go home and not come back. i should learn to keep my thoughts to myself. it's not like i'm seeing any changes in voicing out my feelings.