numb

its nearing the end of today. i just hope that it wont get any much worse than it is now. today has just been... stressful. well, stressful doesnt even begin to describe today. ah well... i hope things would look up tomorrow. i'm feeling.... well, i dont know what i'm feeling. i feel numb. i'm sad, i'm happy, i feel like crying and laughing at the same time. i feel frustrated, i feel... i dont feel anything. i dont know anything anymore. sigh... well, we shall see how tomorrow goes, ay?