its been a while. i've shut down this blog and revived it. so we've gotten together and broken up. its been a month or so now. my plan was to go back home during june. i thought he would be able to as well. just found out that his dad wasn't too keen about it. tears have been shed. now i feel guilty. maybe i shouldn't leave. but then why should i care? he's the ex! the thing of the past. like its my friggin problem that he cant go back........ but then...... sigh..... i feel bad.