sleeplessness

another sleepless night! T_T i feel so worn out. no... i'm not as scared or paranoid as the previous night. just couldnt sleep. sigh... was tossing and turning and staring up at the ceiling wondering if CYK would be coming back tonight and if he chooses to come back, then i'd have to drag my lazy fat arse to open the door for him. yeesh people, he's got a curfew!!!! his key magnet thingie wont work after 11pm!!! mwahaha!!!! and as of tonight at midnight/tomorrow morning he wont be 17 anymore. he'll be 18! and no more curfew. might as well make good use of today to tease him about him being under age. after today, no more teasing!!! T_T sigh... i'm so tired. feel so drained and lifeless. in any case, i'd better make good use of myself. my laundry desperately needs attending to.