i declare myself bonkers

AGH!!! i miss my baby so much its killing me!!! 2 and a half months... its taking forever for 2 and a half months to end!!! i wana go back and see my baby!!! not one second that goes by that i dont think about him!!!! sigh... i just miss him so much!!! we've never been seperated for this long before... AGH!!! i wana go home!!!! i'm going bonkers!!! i want to rip someone's eyes out!!! i think i'm gona go to bed now. prevents me from thinking so much. sigh... there goes my attempt to study.