those were the days long gone

reading his posts dated back to 2004 brought back so much memories and feelings that i thought wasn't there anymore. living together really does determine whether one makes it or looses it. the changes that occurred through out these 3 years are drastic especially the change in me. reflecting back, i can see why he's fallen out of love with me. i'm a possessive, control freak! i'm not that way, really. i suppose being insecure is what drove me to this. too late to change anything now, isn't it? no matter how hard i wish to go back and change the way it was..... too late. it's hard to move on but i can make it through this. i must. those were the days long gone.......