one of those days

days like these, i just want someone to cuddle me in their arms, hold me tight, whisper reassurances into my ears telling me that everything will be alright. after all, tomorrow will be a better day, no? but its now... the feeling of emptiness welling up inside me and it doesn't help that YBS is so far away~ maybe its because i'm tired that i'm feeling this way. what ever it may be, i hope i'll be myself again tomorrow.

I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

and so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you

The Reason - Hoobastank

this is dedicated to my baby, YBS. just wanted to say.... i'm sorry. i'm sorry i had to put you through such pain. though its over, but the memory of it constantly haunts me. above all, i want to say thank you. thank you for your forgiveness, for your kindness. i have found a reason to start over new, to change who i used to be, to show a side of me you didnt know, and that my love, that reason is you.