dying to go!!

the more i think about it, the more bitter i feel about not being able to go! damnit! i've planned this trip 6 months ago and now i won't be able to make it because of bronchitis?! damn! i want to gooooooooo!!! *whine whine whine* i'll see how i go tomorrow and try to negotiate once again with my parents. either i get through them or i don't so really, it's a do or die mission. sigh... i can't believe that i'm letting a little cough stop me. okay... so not a little cough but a hell lot of coughs but damn! unbelievable! or, i can just be a hard headed pig and go anyways. if all happens, might even get to extend the stay a wee bit longer? *winks* or not. well, we'll see how i hold up tomorrow. but damn! i want to go!