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uni isn't going too well and it doesn't help that i'm skipping lectures half the time. i'm starting to doubt whether or not this is the right path for me. i'm just not as motivated as i should be... or maybe it could be the cadaver. i just don't feel right cutting it up and doing what other despicable things to it. =( i can't seem to get over it! =( boo hoo. looked out the door and noticed a full moon. =( brings back memories. trying to get a calender up on the site but it ain't working out too well. we'll see what can be done about that. tomorrow easter break begins!!! well, not that it changes things.