1/07/2005

good bye

so my mother and i aren't talking all that much anymore. i try to avoid her as much as possible until i go in another one or two hours. but the brighter side of all this? she's talking to dad again. they're all lovey dovey now. that's a good sign. sometimes i wonder if mom did it intentionally or if she doesn't know what she said could potentially hurt my feelings. i really don't want to spend time fighting with her because i'll only be here until Feb. i want to make happy memories for me as well as for them. so really, KL is more like an escape for me. anyways, i'd better go get ready. see you people when i get back.