1/17/2005

intense. very intense

spent some time with my dad this morning. what did we do? watched this video of someone on his death bed. i'm serious. this guy has liver cancer and he has 3 days left to live and this video basically depicts his last moments. the last moments before he died.... intense. very intense. even though i didn't know the guy, watching him die brought me to tears. it was hard man. watching someone at the brink of death. watching him grasp for breath... until he eventually dies. words can't describe what i saw. intense. very intense. anyways, met aunt Lily today. she says i lost more weight since she last saw me last month. mwahahahha!!! how cool is that? and to think that i was eating my heart out all this time. i rule!!! will be going back to IS tomorrow. can't wait to see everyone again. it was a year since i last saw them. so yeah, that's about it. bye.