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had a fight with CYK over our little housing problem next year. i guess CYK got fed up and told me that i can go live with Leslie while he gets a place in University Mews and live in Bundoora itself. so like.... ok. a blank moment there. then i got pissed. peeved, i tell you! and very disappointed as well because really, i felt deserted. as i was driving all around town to get things done, i was thinking about this and really, why am i even angry over such little things. i would love it if all of us could live together but hell, if we can't come to a compromise and if he thinks he'll be better off living in where ever he wants to, then so be it. as long as he's happy. i shouldn't be a selfish, clingy bitch. why force him to live somewhere where he really doesn't want to? so yeah... we'll talk it through on monday and see how things work out. hopefully we'll all get to stay together but otherwise.... so yeah. let's see how the discussion on monday works out.