my day

just got back home from CYK's place. damn he has got some nice mini gardens there! and his dogs are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!!! bundle of fur and energy, those 2. they were all over me... or rather, all over my legs and now i've got scratch marks all over the place thanks to the girl. her nails are long. i miss the dogs already. can i have em? huh? huh? huh? i will be going out again tonight. gonna be driving a manual car this time. thanks so much for your car!!! mwahahahha!!! i hope i won't trash it though. haven't been driving a manual car in ages! ah well, practice makes perfect, no? anyways, i'll be visiting my grandma the day after tomorrow. daddy says that she's gotten really really old no thanks to grandpa! why does he have to come back after all these years?! look at what he's doing to grandma. sigh. i hope she's doing fine. by the looks of things, she won't be able to hold on for much longer. sigh. yayness! will be meeting up with my classmates sometime soon. i feel bad. since i came back, i've been meeting everyone else but them. ;p ah well, time to sign of. the bosses of the house are back.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED!!!!

just got back home and daaaaaaaaaamn~ i am bored. i have nothing to do but sit here and sulk while i type up this post. turns out that stupid Astro takes 2 to 3 weeks or more to reconnect. what the hell. by the time they reconnect the bloody services, i shall be on my way to kl or somewhere. and i thought i could enjoy lying back on the sofa and chill and watch tv all day long. now my dreams are shattered! T_T no thanks to that idiot Astro service. *sigh* i've gotten my hair cut. went to Patricks. was a lot cheaper than i thought. now i have nice layered hair and CYK says i look more youthful in my hair. hello? if you haven't noticed, i AM youthful! >.< lets just hope that my hair stays flat and not go poofy after i wash it. its a wee bit too short at the top. agh! i am bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, at least i'll be going out tonight. and every night after tonight... or every other night. i don't know. i just want some good TV!!! i wana watch tv!! =( sheeeeet! can i move to someone's house with Astro? *sob sob sob* Leslie called me just now to give me his number. i miss him. miss those times we had in Melb... which wasn't all that long ago. he makes me laugh. a lot. i miss laughing and doing silly things with him while CYK looks at us like we just came out of Bukit Padang or something. those were the days, ay? shit i miss melb. but then it does feel good to actually be back home but i'm just too fcuking bored! ah hell, i'll just go grab a nap or something or hope that someone goes online and talk to me...

i am back

hello people! yours truly is currently back in kk!!! tried to go online yesterday but the damn phone line was out and still is! >.< i shall be getting my hair cut later. yayness!!! cannot wait! cannot wait! anyways, i shall blog next time. blogging here in the shop is tiring and with a lot of people snooping to see what i'm typing up.

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i was talking to Awang last night and damn! i miss him! it just occured to me that i haven't seen him in ages. well, but at least i'll be able to see him on saturday before i leave. gonna miss him tons when i'm in kk. well, its only for 2 months... but what can i say? i've grown attatched to this man over the years. i can tell him anything and he won't judge. he's always been there for me to cheer me up when i'm down. and to think that next year will be his final year. damn! ah well, nothing can stay the same forever. but at least i'll be seeing him on saturday!!!

its been a while

hello people! i am back. its been a while. what can i say? i'm a busy girl. oh oh oh... and i will be back soon! in another 5 days or so and i shall be back! yeash! i can't wait. mommy promised me dim sum. *drool* haih... after 10 months of dim sum-less, i'm amazed that i'm still alive. well, exams starts today. so far so good. or at least i think so. i hope. now... to look forward to chem and math. the chem genius has gone dumb. i can't do organic chem and this whole term is based on organic chem! which i can't do! and things that i can't do i no like! and things i no like i tend to skip. which is bad. i need to get this down. and math. sigh. i can't do shit. i need to be able to do it or else i might fail and when i fail i won't be able to get into uni. and when i can't get into uni, i won't be the 1st chiro in kk. and i so want to be the 1st chiro. i need to pass. shit. i wanted to say...

wanted to do this yesterday but connection down! so oh well, happy belated birthday! i shall throw you a party when i get back~

some things....

are better left unsaid. *sigh*

some things....

are better left unknown.

dear Awang

a dear friend has recently lost a close family member. can't say that i understand the pain that he's going through. Awang, i wish you all the best. i know you can and will get through this. have faith in yourself. just remember that if you need someone to talk to, i'll always be there to lend you an ear.

get your pimp name

female pimp? my pimp name is Crazy Eyes B.Beautiful. One of the things most hype about being an elevated player is having a name that mothafuckas respect. It's that one thing that punks who don't have your money always remember to yell while you're beating them down. "No (insert pimp name)! Please don't beat me down (insert pimp name)! I left my money in my other pants (insert pimp name)!" See what I mean? .... plagiarised from PlayerAppreciate.com

our little escapade

ladies and gentlemen, young boys and girls. today, we went on a little trip that has left me drained to the bone. first off, we went to Docklands. nothing special about the place really. just that it has got a mean looking inverted cow. yeap. you heard me right. inverted. up in a tree with four legs in the air. cute little inverted moo moo. don't trust me? here's a pic. cute, no? and this thing is actually based on a true event. don't believe me? read about it here. after taking this lovely picture of the inverted cow, off we go to catch a tram. as in catch, catch. run after it, catch. but we missed since we ran in the wrong direction thanks to CYK or Leslie. oh, and i fail to mention that we waited for the tram under the scorching sun for erm... 10 minutes? or 5? but it still doesn't change the fact that the sun was so damn hot! and bright! and... erm... lookie! OMGWTFBBQPPL! yes! we were... or rather i was getting BBQ-ed under the sun. oh... erm... and i failed to mention that erm... the scorching sun only lasted for erm... a while 'cause it was raining and when the rain stopped, the sun came out.... and it rained again, and sun and rain and sun... ah, i should just shut up. ok! lets not get distracted here. so... we took the tram down to parliament and when we got there, it was raining!!!! so we didnt get any pictures there. what did we do? we went for coffee in Gloria Jeans and sat there for the whole evening and ofcourse took some pictures as well. on the left is Carol and on the right, we have a very perverted Leslie. he was all tongues today, sticking it out in every direction! and here we have a very erm... cool? CYK. Da pimpy pimp. we have another very perverted picture of Leslie. doing? trying to suck on the big hole on the cap with his drool threatening to flow out. and presenting..... yours' truly, beckie! Leslie says i look like a mouse. i say i look more like a kitty cat. meow meeeee~ don't ask me about the pose. it's just happened. got milk? only at the wrong side of the lip. doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonkeeeeeeeeay!!!!! really! his front teeth looks like the donkey in Shrek2! (i hope he doesn't kill me for posting up this one!!! eeeeek!) there. a normal picture complete with messed up hair! and if anyone is wondering. no. Leslies is not leaning on me. they were supossed to look out right 'lin c' but da pimpy pimp is doing a better job looking bored than 'lin c'. well, that about concludes it. time to hit the books. T_T

the pic

and here's the promised pic... from left to right, channy boy (GAY name, no?) , me, Jeremy (channy boy says he look like a duck!), and Franky (or is it Frank?). no, don't tell me.... i know we don't look all that great last night. anyways, my poor lappie is hot. HOT i tell you!!! the poor fan has ceased to work thus leaving my poor lappie with a VERY high fever. sigh....

good bye, friend

had short chat with dad. short. as in really short. one that lasted only seconds cuz he was busy. T_T miss mom and dad so much. can't wait to get back home to see them. anyways, had dinner with Jeremy and Franky along with CYK last night. Jeremy will be leaving tomorrow. going back to Hong Kong due of his poor attendance. he's definitely not someone whom any normal person would call normal. as a matter of fact, i don't remember anyone in Feb intake who likes him. they constantly laugh at him, calling him names. but if you give him a chance, he'll prove you wrong. he's actually a very nice person. excuse his quirks but then again everyone of us has our own quirks so who are we to laugh at him just because he seems weird? he will be a friend well missed. i make it like someone died tim. *touch wood touch wood* i hope all goes well for him. hope to see him again next year... that is if he's coming back. we got someone to help us take a picture but it's still not uploaded to the lappie yet. will post it up when it's done. i'm feeling nauseous so off i go to rest. catch you beautiful people later.

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it's moments like these where i feel trapped in my own doing. i feel lost. nowhere to go, no one to turn to. and its moments like these that makes me feel so homesick. i really really want to go home. at least i know i will always have a place in my home.... sigh... even the internet connection is playing games with me.

trip to Bundoora

the trip to Bundoora was some what ok. big land occupied by minimal buildings. we were shown the nursing facilities. i hope we won't be spending a lot of time in that building. it seems so... cold, so lifeless, so unwelcoming.... so dead. gives me the shivers. other than that, we toured the pathology museum. cool specimens they have there. they've got hands, feet, lungs, spinal chords, hearts, skulls, penises, vaginas, boobies... oh oh oh... and the chiropractic clinics. lovely beds they've got there. really high tech but somehow, i felt rather scared while we were shown the chiro facilities.... sigh... i am really dreading going into uni. excited but dread it. ah... lets not dwell into this matter. anyways, the one and only RMIT is holding a free lunch later for foundation students over in.... a park. somewhere. along Lygon. maybe. whatever. oh oh oh... and i've been playing Dawn of War: warhammer 40k or 40k waarhammer... ah, whatever. so yeah, i've been playing dawn of war and enjoying it. a lot. a hell lot!! which is really bad since exams are just around the corner. i am so screwed! but i will manage. let's see if i will be able to capture some screen shots and put it up here, ay? >.<

lookie!!!

look! i got myself a countdown timer... not very pretty but at least its working. eheh.... =-=" ah well, today has just been a really tiring day and the cold weather doesn't seem to help. anyways, will be going over to Bundoora (spell?) tomorrow for an excursion. yayness!! but its about an hour's drive away from the city. T_T

this is what i spent 4 hours doing...

being the naughty girl that i am, i went out and got the Gundam model anyways. why? because its cute and to die for. as usual, cute little models comes with cute little prices. this little darling that i got cost me $30. its money well spent,... i think. unless you people think so otherwise. here's a picture of it before... and the product of 4 hours hard work... isn't this little baby cute? and here's a view from the side... and lookie!! it can even turn into a teeny weeny little aircraft... lookie!!! something bigger... and lookie again!! something even bigger and cooler... and something different... erm... not quite... and the side view... i feel proud of this little baby. will get another one soon... enough... i think... if i have the money. but making this cute little comes with a price - very achy fingers!!!

looks like...

...我又要再次说声对不起。so here it is. 对不起。都是我不好。 you know who you are. in any case, was getting ourselves lost in the toys department and bought a monopoly set which features the Simpson. really cute set and cute things comes with really cute prices as well. ah well... and tomorrow off we go to look for cute little Gundam models to play with. found some over in the hobby shop down on Lonsdale but its not those cute little ones that i want. lets hope we find some tomorrow, ay? study season starts today and hopefully will come to an end before the exams start. >.<

i would like to say....

... sorry in advance if i somehow manage to offend anyone. the past few days have been really hard on me and with that, my patience is being tested to the highest degree. i really hope whoever is stalking me will get a life and leave me alone. sigh.

可怕的事件

我头头来到这里得时候，忠实觉得这里是个很安全的地方。但在这里长久住了以后，慢慢就发 觉了它丑得一面。sigh... 非常得灰心。这一两天，发生了一些事情而使到我很不开心。从昨晚开始，有一个人打给我，但他什么也不说。他只一直问我是谁。就算我不出声也好，他也会一直 不断的问. =( 而今天,他还要比昨天更过分!!!从下午五点至到七点，他不停的打来．每一通电话他都不断的在问我是谁．i don't know about you people, 但对我来说，我非常得不喜欢人家这样做．这件事真的使到我很不开心而且也使我感到 insecure. then, on the way back from dinner 碰见一班人在打架．有一位被打得人在喊救命．haih... 非常得恐怖．真的很想回家．i want my daddy!!!! anyways, 哥最近失恋了．我已一早就知这件事会发生．可惜没有人任同．妈说他为了这件事很伤心．真的希望他还好．