weird calls

within the last hour, i received 2 really strange phone calls. when i picked up the phone the 1st time around, the person just hung up before i could say anything. the latest call went something like this. me: hello weirdo: who is this? me: beckie wong. erm.... who are you looking for? weirdo: pikachu!!! what. the. fuck. whoever it is, get a life. the last thing i need is prank calls from someone looking for pikachu. =-=" in another unrelated matter. this stupid hostel has ran out of hot water.... or maybe the heater has gone bust again. beats me. i had to shower in freezing cold water, shivering my poor arse off. i hope we'll be getting hot water tomorrow. *cross fingers and toes*

blogger's fault?

half my post is missing! damn blogger! ate my words! and i've written so much only to find half of it gone!!!!! what. the. fuck.

Eau de Parfum

flowers sprouting from my ears... well, almost. turns out that nikki didnt throw the receipt away. at least i now know that it is still around... if only i could remember where i shoved it. =/ was supposedly to teach rosanna chem today but didnt get around to it and what i did do today was spend a lot of money and time over in Myers. i bought an absolutely to die for scent. Davidoff - Echo for women. and as usual, things that are to die for aren't cheap. my 30ml eau de parfum spray costs me $80 aussie. i'm a bad girl. somebody spank me!

one of those days

today is one of those days where everything around you seems to be either falling apart or breaking apart. =/ my mp3 player has once again bailed out on me. this is my 2nd mp3 player in a year and it effin bailed on me! agh... my Creative mp3 player!!! damnit! never mind that when i turn the volume down to 0, music is still blaring from the ear phones like its tuned to max. never mind that i can hear only the treble and nothing else. what's worse is that i lost the effin receipt which is proof of my purchase and entitles me of my warranty. sigh. this blardy mp3 player costs me $199!!! *lets out a blood curling scream* T_T something else happened in chem that really pissed me off. so there i was happily doing my work, writing my enthalpy equations and what not and mr J calls me and wanted my work sheet. all is fine and dandy. after all, no harm in letting him look see look see through my paper if he's putting it to good use. but nope. the only reason he wanted to 'look' at my paper was so that he could copy my work and pass it off as his own so that he can leave the lesson early..... what. the. fuck. i am pissed. i do not appreaciate people taking my work as their own. ok ok... so i'm not all that against copying. its just that if you want to copy, at least make sure you understand what you're copying instead of copying everything blindly. damn him. i hope he fails foundation and go back to HK where he belongs. okok... i shouldnt curse. i'm sorry. but i just dont get why he's here, wasting his time and money doing something he obviously hates. he's rude to the teachers, he sleeps in class, he's late all the time, he doesnt do his work, he distracts the class... the list goes on. oh, how i dislike him! eurgh! just one more month and i wont have to put up with people like him no more. in any case, i'll be teaching rosanna chem tomorrow. wish me luck. i'm not so good when it comes to explaining things. >.<>

i am haaaaaaaaaaaaappy~

flowers sprouting from my ears. i got melon cake to eat ler... you have or not??? happy happy happy happy happy!!! melon cake~~~ mmmm....

my mission

mr tiong has ordered me to get him a tee shirt. well, not just any ordinary tee. he wants one with the words AUSTRALIA imprinted on it complete with cute little jumping, boxing, kicking kangaroos and nice, cute, huggable koalas to prove to everyone that someone here in aussie land is thinking about him. ahahaha... sorry. inside joke. yes, sir, mr tiong!! i will go get one of these for you and another one for your girl. and you really must wear it when all of us goes up to kinabalu!

i got hole in ma pants!!!!

can you hear me, people?! I HAVE GOT A HOLE IN MA PANTS!!!! and my fav pair of jeans for that matter!!! T_T bery bery the sad!!! my pair of wrangler jeans!!!! damnit! i want my daddy!

the day off

yeash people. i have the day off today. no, its not another self proclaimed holiday, i'm not that bad am i? >.< anyways, instead of resting up, i was all over the place cleaning my room, folding laundry and more importantly finally got the solo part of marilyn manson's sweet dream. shweeet!!! anyways, i know its you! well, its either you or tiong. i know that voice. beckie no dumb blonde~ mwahaha!!! cheers mate.

i am drained

one more month to go.... just one more bloody month to go and i'll be going home. i need a break from this place. its draining me physically and emotionally to try to keep up with things that are happening.

movie night

the movie last night was good. resident evil - apocalypse. heh... someone was scared shitless. ok ok... so maybe not scared shitless but sure as hell shocked the living lights out of him. mwahaha!!! i used to play the game so i'm fine. a lot of the things were already expected. and someone was also too chicken, with a capital C, to play the game as well!! mwahahaha!!! okok, enough teasing, ay? i'm evil this way. heh. oh oh oh... before i forget. the someone is CYK. =p

i finally got to him

my hyperactivity finally got to CYK. he was fuming!!! cant say that i'm proud of myself. my bad my bad, somebody spank me! i'm a naughty girl. but all is fine and dandy. thank goodness. will be meeting jeremy later tonight. the fellow will be leaving melb next month. he's been a good friend. wish him all the best.

numb

its nearing the end of today. i just hope that it wont get any much worse than it is now. today has just been... stressful. well, stressful doesnt even begin to describe today. ah well... i hope things would look up tomorrow. i'm feeling.... well, i dont know what i'm feeling. i feel numb. i'm sad, i'm happy, i feel like crying and laughing at the same time. i feel frustrated, i feel... i dont feel anything. i dont know anything anymore. sigh... well, we shall see how tomorrow goes, ay?

i wont get to see him.

talked to my brother. turns out that he wont be going back home until chinese new year and by then, i'll be back in melb. its pretty sad to not to be able to see my brother... other than the 5 days that i'll be over in KL, but otherwise, i wont be able to see him. people who know me would find it strange that i would miss my brother... well, what can i say? we were both young. we hated each other so much to the point where we stopped talking for 2 years? or so? haiya... small small kid, wouldnt know better. now that we're both so far apart from each other, i've come to realize just how important he is to me. no matter what he did to me in the past, he's still my brother. i've come to enjoy his company though he can still be a wee bit annoying at times, but isnt this all about being brothers and sisters? and that poor fellow is complaining about back pain... it hurts so bad to the extent he cant sleep. well, 5 more years before i become a certified chiro. patience is a virtue....

happy birthday vanessa

went for dinner with the girls last night over in chinatown. t'was a good one. had strawberry cheesecake later on. mmmm..... in another unrelated matter, i got through with my english tutorial. now, to sit back and enjoy the rest and see them suffer in silence. mwahaha!!! and gen math assignment is due in tomorrow. lets hope i can get it all done in... less than 24 hours! >.<

i am sick =(

what was supposedly to be a teeny sore on my right side of the throat has spread to the left. with this comes the flu and fever. ah... i dont feel well.... not at all. i'm a big baby when i'm sick even if its nothing serious. i just want to stay in bed. i can feel a major headache developing. sigh. and i have english tutorial that i so can not miss! how how how?! and i have dinner tonight! so i guess i'll be missing that one. sigh. my diarrhea hasnt really recovered and oh... the fever!!! damnit!

diarrhea.... again! >.<

dinner hasnt been too kind to me. yeash people, beckie has once again come down with diarrhea... for the millionth time.... only its much worse this time around. i am, again, not a very happy girl. as if the diarrhea isnt bad enough, my throat is starting to hurt as well. why, oh why?! my aunts have been telling me how clean the food in aussie land is compared to malaysia and what shit... blah blah blah.. so then why the hell am i getting diarrhea all the time?! well, not like i get it all the time. so sue me! but often enough. i can hardly remember when was the last time i've gotten diarrhea back at home! ~~_* i want my daddy!!!!

still in pain

flowers still aint sprouting from my ears. beckie is still not feeling well. agh... the pain... ripping through my body. sigh. i dread the day my 'auntie visits'. i'm sure it'll be 10 times more painful. sigh. why? why is this happening?!! i want my daddy!!! T_T

unhappy

beckie is not a very happy girl today. no flowers sprouting from my ears this morning. i'm aching all over the place! i am pms-ing like never before. my neck hurts, my boobies got so much water in them its STIFF and hm.... on the brighter side of things, i've got bigger boobies but not with a price. THE PAIN!!!! my back hurts, my butt hurts, my tummy hurts, my legs feel like jelly, i feel tired, weak and IN PAIN!!! sigh... the one thing i hate about being a girl. somebody help me. =/

i died

yes, people. i died!!! .... my character in the sims2. there i was cooking breakfast n suddenly, i burst into flames!! what the heck?!! at least the reaper has the courtesy to call and check whether my name was on the list and sit down on my couch to watch tv.. aw... so sweet of him... but WTF!! i died!!! spontaneous combustion i tell you!!!!

big baby

its really amusing watching CYK dress his bed. he was practically going to war with his bed while trying to put on the covers. well, thats not all. you should've seen the way he was putting on the comforter covers. his way of doing it? shove the comforter into the cover, crawl INTO the covers to try to straighten everything out. =-=" oh dear me... this is by far the weirdest method i've come across to putting back the sheets. a true 大少爷. no disappointments there.

finally, its the 13th

its already the 13th... about 5 or 6 weeks to go before i go home and for the one thousand nine hundred ninety ninth time, i cannot wait!!! but i wont spend as much time back home as i initially thought i would. turns out that we cant get a house now. if we sign the contract for the house, we'd have to pay the rent even though we're not moving in just yet. so CYK and i will be coming back early february to get the house and set things up. sigh... there goes chinese new year with my family. my dad got so upset when he found out. well, i gotta do what i gotta do. it'll only be another 5 years until i go back home for good. patience... patience... the weather is getting really hot. it was about 32 degrees yesterday... agh... cant stand the heat!! with heat comes the flies. agh... they're all over the place!! they're huge and fast and noisy!! gives me the creeps. but then again anything with more than 4 legs gives me the creeps. eeeeww..... anyways, someone sure is grouchy today. i hope you'll feel better soon.

here's to the night

So denied so I lied Are you the now or never kind? In a day and a day love I'm going to be gone for good again Are you willing to be had? Are you cool with just tonight? Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. Put your name on the line Along with place and time Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical. Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon. All my time is froze in motion Can't I stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go Don't let me let you go Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well. Here's to the night we felt alive. Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry. Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's going to come to soon. To soon Here's to the night we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye tomorrow's going to come to soon eve 6 - here's to the night

bad girl

i skipped morning class. i'm such a bad girl. somebody spank me!!

Mambo jumbo

got myself a new mp3 player. it rocks! .... and so does the cost. robbed me of my $199... but its moneay well spent though. couldnt have gotten anything better! oh oh oh and thanks to CYK, i can now play about 3 or 4 short songs on the guitar!! proud of myself. *pats self on the back*

dark stuff

i guess each and everyone of us has deep dark secrets that you wouldnt want unleashed into this cruel world.

and the saga continues

went for a movie just now - The Terminal. its moneay well spent... and i think that's the only thing that is worth celebrating. on the way to Crown, we encountered this good-for-nothing-SOB... well, i didnt know at first. so there we were just sitting on the bench over in Bourke waiting patiently for a tram to arrive and he walks up to me... what did he do? ask for money. seeing how forlorn he looked, i pitied him and gave him $1, so did CYK, only to realize that the fucktard was high on thinner in the spray paints. the dollar i gave that fucktard was for him to get another one to get high on. i feel robbed. i really do. i initially thought it was for a good cause... but it turned out to be the opposite. till now, i wonder what would happen if i refuse to give him change, as he calls it. well, there's the 3 of them and only 2 of us. will they insist on it??? hm... this place sure is dangerous. the government really shouldnt go around saying that this is a safe place to be in. excuse me, but for 18 years of my life back at home, i have never ONCE encountered such people, never once been robbed. i can hold my wallet in hand and walk around the place and nothing would happen to me. CYK has already been robbed once... i'm wondering when it would be me. *touch wood touch wood*

bad luck

Uranus must have positioned itself in between the earth and the moon and disrupted the earth's rotation causing a change in my fengshui and now, bad luck has descended upon me. i lost my calling card, $50 worth might i add and my mp3 player died on me. i initially thought it was the batteries but it turned out to be the blardy player itself that broke and i lost the letter that Telstra sent me. an invoice to refund me the extra money i paid for their services.... and i cant find it. damnit! sigh... i hope my bad luck doesnt manifest itself into something out of proportion. lets hope that when Uranus finally moves out of the way, things would look up.

learning style

took a personality test a few months ago to determine our leaning styles and at the same time this was VK's phD research. after a long wait, finally got the results back yesterday. my learning style was ESFJ or EFSL or something along that line. cant really remember. what it says? i'm warm-hearted, conscientious, loves harmony and may be good at creating it, do kind things for people all the time (a pleaser? hm..) and some other things that i couldnt remember. it turns out that i'm cut out to be a good chiropractor or so VK says... now only to pass that little barrier in maths! VK also said that i'm a really good student and he thanked me for the support i gave when he got in to a leeeetle trouble with JH. proud of it, babe. well, time to end this boring post. not much inspiration today...

some me time

finally, some me time. not that i dont enjoy being around people, especially that person that i'm contantly around with *winkz* but then it feels nice to have some me time once in a while. got back my exam papers. did surprisingly well in my bio and chem (what's new?) but did really really bad in my general math. its like being in TTSS all over again!! agh... i'm not upset because i failed that stooopid ppaper. i dont mind failing. i'm used to it after 6 blardy years in TTSS but its how i failed it! its not that i didnt know the methods of doing the questions, its just that i forgot what that bloody X or N or D stood for!!! damnit! and now that i'm left with 4 subjects, i'd better make damn sure that i pass my next gen math paper or else i'd be in deep shit. i have no other subject to back me up incase i fail this one. its either i pass with flying colours this term or i'm meat. i wont be able to graduate foundation! sigh... so much is at stake here! CYK's connection is really sheeeeeet!!! i've been online for only 20 minutes and it has already disconnected countless times. must be fun to see me go on and off, on and off, on and off, on and off... >.<

Nonsensical babble

hot chick alert!!! ahhaha.... *winkz* anyways, will be getting back exam results tomorrow. heard the Dimmy got a whoppin 69/70 for her chem!! agh!!! that is just too much! ah well... lets see what i get. well, off to bed i go. havent been sleeping all to well lately. the sleep debt is getting to me. *yawn*

i'm back!

good morning all you boooooooootiful people out there!!! i'm back! been neglecting ma poor ol' bloggie... poor thing *strokes bloggie* well, what have i been up to lately.... hm... nothing much i guess. just been sitting around, enjoying what's left of the holidays and got CYK to teach me to play the guitar. class starts today. yeash! less than 2 months and i'll be home free! i can already smell freedom. ah... at last.... *goes off into lala land* CYK is pissed!! his chem teacher, Rauha decided to take the 1st 6 questions instead of his best 6. well, on the bright side, he passed!!! .... but only barely. see? this is what happens if you take pure math instead of physics. if you've taken physics you would have gotten VK as your chem teacher who would do anything to ensure that his students get the highest possible score. hehe... anyways, nikki, i hope you're doing alright. mommy dearest is worried about you. *huggiez* cheer up a little, k?